Twisted confession

Falling in love, helplessly descending,

Wondering how deep is this hole, continuously falling.

Endless pit, so vacant and so hollow,

How deep do you plan for me to love you?

Never ceased to gain my slightest attention,

Juggling words and strumming emotion.

Drowning me with all your love and affection.

I am only human to be seduced by such ungodly temptation.

Never had I been approached by such,

Filled with lust and alluring touch.

Nothing gentle, tender or any of its kind,

But this is the type of love I seek to find.

The twisted endearment disguised off this gentleman,

Curiosity attracted me to this mysterious sentiment.

Never a dull second or a monotonous moment,

Take me now and make me feel like a woman.

The old hut

There was an old cosy hut,
Sturdy, homey but with notable cut.
Warm, safe and full of love,
A shelter from sun, from rain above.

Dear mister hut, please stay, please stay,
I have to be somewhere, far away.
Let me go through my shedless days,
in my lego houses or foreign chalets.

Fireplace, foods and accommodation,
Satisfy me my needs at this very moment.
But deep down inside my memory pane,
That hut still hugged my comfort, my sane.

Let me be protected being distance apart,
Please stay vacant, my lovely hut.
Though you are untitled, by anonymous builder,
I am with right now, but you are my forever.

That cosy hut where I felt warm and loved,
Still empty, no caretaker, remained untouched.
Dear mister hut, please stay, please stay,
I promise to return, but.. not now,not today.

"Manusia"

Aku.
Aku hanyalah seorang manusia.
Tak ku kenal sakit selagi tak kecundang,
Tak ku kenal bahagia selagi tak kehilangan.

Betapa "manusia"nya kita,
Dikitab, disebarkan, diciptanya "agama",
Semata-mata untuk "mengampun" dosa kita.
Dalam mengejar kerakusan, nafsu dan nikmat duniawi.

Semakin ditegah, semakinku megah,
Dikunci langkah, semakinku sergah.
Apakah tujuan, apakah haluan,
Dalam permainan yang tiada pemenangnya.

Silap, salah, dosa dan moraliti,
Hanyalah pandangan dan perhitungan dari komuniti,
Kau katakan ku salah, adakah benar?
Ku tepis kenyataanmu, apakah yang benar?
Siapakah atau apakah yang memberi kata putus?
Sebegitu "manusia"lah diri kita....
"DiTuhankan manusia, dimanusiakan Tuhan".


Coretan si burung hantu.
updated via Z30:

"Happy Father's Day"

I've always demanded for the best or new,

yet, I've never really actually thanked you.

Only after I've grown up and mature,

I start to understand you, a whole lot more.

How did you make things looked so easy,

with a cool expression and smiled cheerfully.

"Go ahead", you've always gently said,

Supportive with every big decisions I made.

 You swiftly turned away when your eyes turned red,

how deep was the passion that you must have had.

How I wish to hold your warm palms like before,

But you do not possess those kind of strength anymore.

I appreciate your company by my side,

your advice, your experience and all your guides.

Dear time, I beg you, please move slower,

then it won't make him grow any older.

I'd trade my youth, anything for my dear father,

I'd do everything, for you to stay much much longer.

Stay strong, Daddy, tell me what can I do for you,

It is time for you to rest and let the burdens go.

How I wish to hold your warm palms like before,

But you do not possess those kind of strength anymore.

Thank you for your sacrifice, pillar of our family,

And all the things you've always given me.

Am I still the child of your pride and glory?

Am I still the son, you've never lose faith or worry?

I'm no longer the boy you carry on your back,

I no longer need you to pack my bag.

I've grown up, Daddy, take a look at me,

It's time to give me, the burdens you carry.

I'd trade my youth, anything for my dear father,

I'd do everything, for you to stay much much longer.

Do I still, make you feel proud?

Am I still, the one you brag about?

I've always demanded for the best or new,

yet, I've never really actually thanked you.

P/S: Preferably be read with the song as BGM.

Thank you Daddy,

I love you.

=')

"K.A.M.U."

Andai kata ku tak sempat melihat mentari pagi,

andai kata ku tiada lagi,

janganlah dikau menitis air mata,

sesungguhnya air matamu terlalu berharga.

Tiada kehilangan akan dikau rasa,

kerna memang sudah terlalu lama,

tiada lagi kita berhubung khabar,

tiada lagi kita bermain kata.

Jauh jarak membezakan kita,

jauh juga kau tinggalkan cinta,

api mu malap ditelan masa,

tetapi api ku kekal dan terus membara.

Inilah cinta seorang pelayar,

penuh cabaran dan rintangan menduga,

kesetiaan hati pada yang satu,

walaupun sukar dan jarang bertemu.

Harta, wang dan mainan duniawi,

takkan mengubati hati yang sunyi,

bila ku mula lafazkan cinta,

bermakna dikau terlalu istimewa.

Walaupun tidak bertentang mata,

masihku tatap gambar-gambar lama,

ku baca semula ayat-ayat mesra kita,

bertakung semula air mata.......

Andai kata ku tak sempat melihat mentari pagi,

andai kata ku tiada lagi,

janganlah sesali pengakhiran sebegini,

senyumlah kerna sempat saling mengenali.

Ps:// Preferably be read with the song as BGM. 

Najwa Latif - I Love You

"Tale Of An Untold Eternal Love"

It was indeed a magical night,
chills, whispers and flashes of lights.
A short chapter is about to start,
a story that involves two pure innocent heart~



An old man tore off his old attire,
hitting rocks for sparks, which ignites into fire,
thus was born a fiery soul,
burning everything, burning all.



As the fire, warmth the cold unforgiving night,
the old man started to blank his sight.
Suddenly appears a vague figure,
a humanoid boy, the soul of the fire. 



He burns anything that he lays upon,
beautiful rare flowers are also gone,
he destroys everything unintendedly,
there he sat, feeling so lonely.

A gust of wind blows somewhere near,
a leaf flew gracefully in the air.
It landed peacefully upon a pond,
making a soft, calm watery tone.



The leaf made loops of endless wakes,
the peaceful silence it suddenly breaks.
Droplets of water flew into the air,
making up a figure with long wavy hair~

She slides and strides and dances away,
no words can describe her beautiful play..
Like an Angel,which was made out of water,
born so gorgeous at this ungodly hour.



The bright sight attracted her attention,
she started approaching towards his direction.
As, their eyes eventually met,
what is this feeling that they suddenly felt?



She stretched her hand, for a polite handshake,
He reached it and suddenly, out comes a shriek!
Steams and smokes mixed in the air,
they felt the pain but they do not seemed to care.

It was indeed a magical night,

chills, whispers and flashes of lights,

Little do they know, how things will go,

playfully enjoying, letting the bond grow ~

 
Darkness dispersing,owh how time flies,
only then they realized they both shrunk in size,
 Immediately, they stepped away from each other,
wanting to appreciate the moment a little longer.



As they both were souled by a mysterious power,
they now know that, it is just a matter of hour.
Their hands met again to peel away the agony,
into the thin air, their love led their destiny.

Such, is their short love story,
never told nor heard by many.
They shall reborn for they both conquered death,
maybe in other forms of creatures or human on earth.

Ps:// Preferably be read with the song as BGM.

Cascada - Everytime We Touch

"Waiting For My Real Life To Begin"

"Waiting For My Real Life To Begin"

Any minute now, my ship is coming in
I'll keep checking the horizon
I'll stand on the bow, feel the waves come crashing
Come crashing down down down, on me

And you say, be still my love
Open up your heart
Let the light shine in
But don't you understand
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

When I awoke today, suddenly nothing happened
But in my dreams, I slew the dragon
And down this beaten path, up this cobbled lane
I'm walking in my old footsteps, once again

And you say, just be here now
Forget about the past, your mask is wearing thin
Just let me throw one more dice
I know that I can win
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

Any minute now, my ship is coming in
I'll keep checking the horizon
And I'll check my machine, there's sure to be that call
It's gonna happen soon, soon, oh so very soon
It's just that times are lean

And you say, be still my love
Open up your heart, let the light shine
Don't you understand
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin

On a clear day I can see, see for a long way
On a clear day I can see, see for a long way.