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Saturday, March 28, 2015

Recovery

It has been a while since i updated my blog. Well, about me to be exact.

Lots of things happened since 2014. Sun rose and set, tides risen and ebbed, flowers bloomed and rot ...it is already end of March 2015.



My Work: 


Work..work..work.. 

Devours our life source from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And of our yesterdays born innate fools
The way to ignorant idiocracy. Out, out, paleolithic mentality!
Life's but a string puppet, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the corporate stage,
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,Signifying nothing.

My relationship:

Two roads diverged in a passionate boulevard,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one hopeless romantic, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it was groomed and mannerly arranged;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was audacious and wanted wear;
Though uncertainty awaits all along the way,
Nor the journey whatnot the destination far or near,
And both that divergence equally lay
In love, my step had trodden black.
Oh, I left the first for another man!
knowing that how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever regret.
I shall be telling this with a delight,
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a boulevard, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,And that has made all the difference






Dear you,Please bear with me.I had a colourful past.bitter and cold, betrayed and fooled, nevertheless colourful.Haha...colourful... remember how our lips looks like we're saying "i love you" when pronouncing it?
Esther Francis Swee,I love you.Fullstop. 




Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Twisted confession

Falling in love, helplessly descending,
Wondering how deep is this hole, continuously falling.
Endless pit, so vacant and so hollow,
How deep do you plan for me to love you?

Never ceased to gain my slightest attention,
Juggling words and strumming emotion.
Drowning me with all your love and affection.
I am only human to be seduced by such ungodly temptation.

Never had I been approached by such,
Filled with lust and alluring touch.
Nothing gentle, tender or any of its kind,
But this is the type of love I seek to find.

The twisted endearment disguised off this gentleman,
Curiosity attracted me to this mysterious sentiment.
Never a dull second or a monotonous moment,

Take me now and make me feel like a woman.

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

The old hut

There was an old cosy hut,
Sturdy, homey but with notable cut.
Warm, safe and full of love,
A shelter from sun, from rain above.

Dear mister hut, please stay, please stay,
I have to be somewhere, far away.
Let me go through my shedless days,
in my lego houses or foreign chalets.

Fireplace, foods and accommodation,
Satisfy me my needs at this very moment.
But deep down inside my memory pane,
That hut still hugged my comfort, my sane.

Let me be protected being distance apart,
Please stay vacant, my lovely hut.
Though you are untitled, by anonymous builder,
I am with right now, but you are my forever.

That cosy hut where I felt warm and loved,
Still empty, no caretaker, remained untouched.
Dear mister hut, please stay, please stay,
I promise to return, but.. not now,not today.


Tuesday, May 20, 2014

"Manusia"

Aku.
Aku hanyalah seorang manusia.
Tak ku kenal sakit selagi tak kecundang,
Tak ku kenal bahagia selagi tak kehilangan.

Betapa "manusia"nya kita,
Dikitab, disebarkan, diciptanya "agama",
Semata-mata untuk "mengampun" dosa kita.
Dalam mengejar kerakusan, nafsu dan nikmat duniawi.

Semakin ditegah, semakinku megah,
Dikunci langkah, semakinku sergah.
Apakah tujuan, apakah haluan,
Dalam permainan yang tiada pemenangnya.

Silap, salah, dosa dan moraliti,
Hanyalah pandangan dan perhitungan dari komuniti,
Kau katakan ku salah, adakah benar?
Ku tepis kenyataanmu, apakah yang benar?
Siapakah atau apakah yang memberi kata putus?
Sebegitu "manusia"lah diri kita....
"DiTuhankan manusia, dimanusiakan Tuhan".


Coretan si burung hantu.
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Tuesday, June 11, 2013

"Happy Father's Day"


I've always demanded for the best or new,

yet, I've never really actually thanked you.


Only after I've grown up and mature,

I start to understand you, a whole lot more.

How did you make things looked so easy,

with a cool expression and smiled cheerfully.


"Go ahead", you've always gently said,

Supportive with every big decisions I made.

 You swiftly turned away when your eyes turned red,

how deep was the passion that you must have had.


How I wish to hold your warm palms like before,

But you do not possess those kind of strength anymore.


I appreciate your company by my side,

your advice, your experience and all your guides.

Dear time, I beg you, please move slower,

then it won't make him grow any older.


I'd trade my youth, anything for my dear father,

I'd do everything, for you to stay much much longer.

Stay strong, Daddy, tell me what can I do for you,

It is time for you to rest and let the burdens go.


How I wish to hold your warm palms like before,

But you do not possess those kind of strength anymore.


Thank you for your sacrifice, pillar of our family,

And all the things you've always given me.

Am I still the child of your pride and glory?

Am I still the son, you've never lose faith or worry?


I'm no longer the boy you carry on your back,

I no longer need you to pack my bag.

I've grown up, Daddy, take a look at me,

It's time to give me, the burdens you carry.


I'd trade my youth, anything for my dear father,

I'd do everything, for you to stay much much longer.

Do I still, make you feel proud?

Am I still, the one you brag about?


I've always demanded for the best or new,

yet, I've never really actually thanked you.





P/S: Preferably be read with the song as BGM.



Thank you Daddy,

I love you.



=')



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Sunday, June 9, 2013

"K.A.M.U."





Andai kata ku tak sempat melihat mentari pagi,
andai kata ku tiada lagi,
janganlah dikau menitis air mata,
sesungguhnya air matamu terlalu berharga.

Tiada kehilangan akan dikau rasa,
kerna memang sudah terlalu lama,
tiada lagi kita berhubung khabar,
tiada lagi kita bermain kata.

Jauh jarak membezakan kita,
jauh juga kau tinggalkan cinta,
api mu malap ditelan masa,
tetapi api ku kekal dan terus membara.

Inilah cinta seorang pelayar,
penuh cabaran dan rintangan menduga,
kesetiaan hati pada yang satu,
walaupun sukar dan jarang bertemu.

Harta, wang dan mainan duniawi,
takkan mengubati hati yang sunyi,
bila ku mula lafazkan cinta,
bermakna dikau terlalu istimewa.

Walaupun tidak bertentang mata,
masihku tatap gambar-gambar lama,
ku baca semula ayat-ayat mesra kita,
bertakung semula air mata.......

Andai kata ku tak sempat melihat mentari pagi,
andai kata ku tiada lagi,
janganlah sesali pengakhiran sebegini,
senyumlah kerna sempat saling mengenali.





Ps:// Preferably be read with the song as BGM. 


Najwa Latif - I Love You

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Saturday, June 8, 2013

"Tale Of An Untold Eternal Love"

It was indeed a magical night,
chills, whispers and flashes of lights.
A short chapter is about to start,
a story that involves two pure innocent heart~




An old man tore off his old attire,
hitting rocks for sparks, which ignites into fire,
thus was born a fiery soul,

burning everything, burning all.



As the fire, warmth the cold unforgiving night,
the old man started to blank his sight.

Suddenly appears a vague figure,
a humanoid boy, the soul of the fire. 



He burns anything that he lays upon,
beautiful rare flowers are also gone,
he destroys everything unintendedly,
there he sat, feeling so lonely.

A gust of wind blows somewhere near,
a leaf flew gracefully in the air.
It landed peacefully upon a pond,
making a soft, calm watery tone.



The leaf made loops of endless wakes,
the peaceful silence it suddenly breaks.
Droplets of water flew into the air,

making up a figure with long wavy hair~

She slides and strides and dances away,
no words can describe her beautiful play..

Like an Angel,which was made out of water,
born so gorgeous at this ungodly hour.



The bright sight attracted her attention,
she started approaching towards his direction.
As, their eyes eventually met,
what is this feeling that they suddenly felt?




She stretched her hand, for a polite handshake,
He reached it and suddenly, out comes a shriek!
Steams and smokes mixed in the air,
they felt the pain but they do not seemed to care.


It was indeed a magical night,
chills, whispers and flashes of lights,
Little do they know, how things will go,
playfully enjoying, letting the bond grow ~
 
Darkness dispersing,owh how time flies,
only then they realized they both shrunk in size,
 Immediately, they stepped away from each other,
wanting to appreciate the moment a little longer.



As they both were souled by a mysterious power,
they now know that, it is just a matter of hour.
Their hands met again to peel away the agony,
into the thin air, their love led their destiny.



Such, is their short love story,
never told nor heard by many.
They shall reborn for they both conquered death,
maybe in other forms of creatures or human on earth.



Ps:// Preferably be read with the song as BGM.



Cascada - Everytime We Touch


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