2017's

As the curtain envelopes the stage,
2017 is reaching its last page,
couldn't feel the excitement like before,
nor the urge to look out the window.

2017,
What a year...


Too weak..
Too numb...
Too demotivated....

Thank you for visiting my blog.
Have a great year ahead.



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If I Die Young

The Band Perry

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when
She stands under my colours, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it oughta be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life,
Well, I've had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin.
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life,
Well I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There's a boy here in town says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life,
Well I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh (uh oh)

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save 'em for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life,
Well I've had just enough time
So put on your best boys, and I'll wear my pearls

Jealous

2017

Rage comic

Forever Dreamland

Perfect life will never exist,
no matter how much you strive or persist.
actions are null, words are passing winds,
I'm sick of living, deciphering hints.

I lay my head, eyes shut tight,
sealed room, no sight of sunlight.
my heart beats fast, my veins are pumping,
reminiscing the words i avoided using.

Soon i'll be drifted away, in a world I created,
reoccuring incidents where i've once regretted.
all is well, felt more real than reality,
beginning to refuse to wake in agony.

Escaping the cruel world, the unforgiving soul,
those infuriating people, manipulating whole,
how i wish i can stay here forever,
eyes shut tight and waking up,never...

A note to you.

Don't teach me to live without you.
Don't teach me to not give a fuck about you.
Don't teach me "privacy".
when that day comes,
i will know that i don't even need you.

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