The Wedding Vow

The Wedding Vow

When I look into your face,

There’s nothing that I can’t praise.

Your composure, elegance and grace,

Just leaves me speechless and out of place.

Chorus: Before I met you, I was innocent and dull,

But for you, I’d lie, cheat and steal;

Lying beside you, counting the stars,

Cheated my fate, by having you in my life,

Stolen you from the heavens above~

When I gaze into your eyes,

It’s like a piece of paradise.

Numbers won’t fit if there’s a price,

Even words can’t describe something so nice.

Chorus: Before I met you, I was innocent and dull,

But for you, I’d lie, cheat and steal;

Lying beside you, counting the stars,

Cheated my fate, by having you in my life,

Stolen you from the heavens above~

When I swipe my fingers into your hair,

I still can’t believe that we’re a pair.

But, among those guys staring out there,

I promise you; my tender, love and care.

Chorus: Before I met you, I was innocent and dull,

But for you, I’d lie, cheat and steal;

Lying beside you, counting the stars,

Cheated my fate, by having you in my life,

Stolen you from the heavens above,

I believe that, this is what they call “love”~

Something that i wrote when I was onboard MV. Bunga Terasek few months back...

Enjoy~

*blogging from my torchie*

Straight from my Torchie~ >.o

Urmm...

This my 1st attempt to blog from my Torchie! (My Blackberry Torch).

Trying to take the advice from my Little Niecey and be positive by blogging more~

:p

Lately, am feeling very VERY depressed.

FML...

My Lappy is not even functioning well....

Imagine a newly bought RM4K gamer's laptop, ASUS,

It's not working!!

The screen goes blank and the screen will only appear by luck..

Urghh...

It's still under warranty,

But...

The ASUS centre is only available in Kuching(12hours roadtrip)

And in KL(by flight).

Damn it!

I can actually call for the pick up and fix service by the centre,

But,

The office MIGHT call me anytime to sail!!

The dilemma...

It might take days to send it for fixing...

Then, I might sail off without my lappy...

Grrrr.....

Can't even play games>>SKYRIM!!!! I truly missed you...

Blog properly...

Video browsing...

Huh....

Now I'm learning to play guitar...(Plucking, as

Little Niecey told me.)

At the moment, still learning to play BlackBird by The Beatles.

Beautiful song...

I have my own interpretation of the lyrics..

:)

BlackBird

Blackbird singing in the dead of night

Take these broken wings and learn to fly

All your life

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Blackbird singing in the dead of night

Take these sunken eyes and learn to see

All your life

You were only waiting for this moment to be free

Blackbird fly, blackbird fly

Into the light of the dark black night

Blackbird fly, blackbird fly

Into the light of the dark black night

Blackbird singing in the dead of night

Take these broken wings and learn to fly

All your life

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

:)

P/s: Will never give up on you no matter how hard it is...

God, be good to me...

<3

The Step~

Every success is borne off the step,
how else would you know that it's bigger than your grasp?
Like the ignition that is for the fire,
the step that you'll take to go somewhere higher...


Without the foundation of your knowledge and guts,
the step will never be and will never was.
to stand on a loose part on the edge of the balcony,
then your fall will be nothing, but something very silly...


A step is not always about ahead,
a step backwards to see what we've forgot,
never to waste drops of sweats and blood,
for something that bears fruit, it will not...


The step is a planning that is being executed,
will it succed or will it just hurt?
there's no knowing of rising or down the depth,
until you buckle up and take, the step...

The List :)

Urmm....
I pity my blog...
Very abandoned lately!
Few years back,i promised myself to constantly update it if the internet connection permits..
Seems like another promise broken!
Tskk3....

Yeah,
It's already 2012!
Like people always said,
A new year, a new resolution!!

I used to have this friend,
She shared with me about this "list".
A personal to-do-list of self achievement for the year...
After sooo long, it was somehow forgotten like the said friendship~
Will get back on that story...
Anyhow..

Yeah,
The list..
Last year, 2011's list
The list never seemed to exist.
No matter what i say to defend myself, it will just be a pile of excuses...
A couple of things happened....
Ups and downs~
1st thing 1st,
Her...
Yeah, i already broke up with my before-mentioned-in-a-post girlfriend.
Life is simple, but human makes it complicated.
That's what i always say...
Seems like she was not the one...i guess..
Well, suck it up and look ahead,matey!
Shooh2 negativity!
Am single, then!
*winks*

Well, 2011
I sailed officially as an officer,
Means more experience gained.
But...learning is a neverending process, agreed?
That's what my previous Captain said.
Quoted:
"Do you think that i know everything?
No, i'm constantly learning.
Easy way and the hard way!

Easy way, learn from other's mistake,
Hard way, well, face the problem and crawl out of it alive!

There's two ways to be powerful,
1) Success
2) Suck-ass
Which one will you be?
I know lots of them who chose option 2.
You?"

Life is simple indeed,huh?


Ok2,
Back to the list.
This year, aged 24(by the end of the year)
I'm planning big.

1) Buy a house.
Seriously, i'm planning to buy a house,
At least 1.
I already discussed it with my parents,
And will definitely buy a house here, Bintulu as a starter.
If im lucky enough,
Maybe another 1 in Kuching!
:)
I grew up there, so, makes sense,right?

2) Get a FREAKING driver's license!
Shut up!
I still don't have my driver's license,owkay!!
Was too busy with my ship's license and sail all over the place!!
Bwahahaha~
Only now i feel the insecurity and caged without the license...
Trapped here, isolated from the world outside~
Haih...

3) Buy a car...optional, i guess..
Well, it would feel better to have my own car, right?
Then my parents won't be nagging me about the transportation issue~

4) Financial management.
This, my friend, is an important one to achieve!
Been suffering financial problem..well, my own financial, of course, not to depend on my Parents!
Note to self: Credit card is for emergency purposes only!
NEVER increase the credit limitation.

5) Needs VS Guts
Being impulsive as i am, it's highly NOT recommended for me to enter any shops with gadgets This year.
Urmm.... Last year, i think i spent not less than 5k on gadgets alone.
And i even left my wireless speaker on the ship!! due to fear of luggage overweight..
Curse you Jebel Ali, why were there so many gadgets that i bought but don't need!!
Well, at least my dad loves the tablet that i bought!
:)
So, this year, avoid shops selling phones, gadgets, computer accessories, consoles.

6) Self improvement.
It's kind of sad to look back on how i physically changed after my cadetship.
I admit that im extremely overweight at the moment, (just to give myself the slap on the face)
I should be more consious on what i consume and be more involved in physical activity.

7) Talent?
I shouldn't let any of it go to waste, right?
Just another self to self note:
Learn to play guitar PROPERLY, Improve on the harmonica, Increase more technical skills Playing with my Zippo, Be LESS sensitive on unrelated issues....

8) Perfect Haired, Irresistable Lips, Ooooo~ <3
You're my ultimate goal,
God will lead me in His own way...
It really DOES hurt when you fall again, huh?
:)

9) MAYBE join the choir after returning from my next ship.
Actually i just love the feeling that i get from singing songs that praises the Lord~
Deep inside, i just want to join the group,
But... too much drama there,eh?

10) Next vacation!
Am planning to get all my siblings and parents their passports,
4 x rm300,means rm1200 alone for passports,
Then,
Just bring my family go for vacations outside Malaysia!!
Brunei, Indonesia, Singapore, Australia~
Well, this is not fixed for 2012 though,
But still, worth putting on the list!!

11) Get to the hot page on 9GAG!!!
Ahahaha,
Well,
I'm a 9gagger,
Don't act surprised!
A TRUE 9gagger owns an ACCOUNT, VOTES on vote page, POSTS original posts.
One does not simply call itself "LIKE A BOSS" while doing shitty stuffs, Get it?
Few posts died in the vote page,
But at least i had likes, right?
And it was from complete strangers!
Not from my fb friends..
Urgh~

*this list is open for any changes as in additional not reduction of goals which is considered good for achieving life purposes*


So....
That's all for now..
3rd mate!
Full Ahead!!
:3