God, be good to me......

24th October 2009.....
That is the date that everyone in ALAM is talking about.
Diploma in Nautical Studies, Diploma in Marine Engineering...
Graduation day..........
102nd Convocation Ceremony.
The benchmark of all dates which signifies the end of the torturing cadet times~
After three years of sugars, spice and everything nice,
it is finally here!
19th October, all the graduating cadets will be practicing for the convocation which includes rehearsals and marching~

Great...
for them..........


The Lonely Blazer..
That is what i want to call the photo.
hanging in my closet.
will still be hanging there...
Yea,
Straight to the point..
I'm not attending the cheery convocation day.


God.....
Be good to me...
I've always believed that You have Your own mysterious ways of showing Your love.....
but....
The sadness is unbearable....
and...
to make the matter worst,
I will be staying in ALAM when the event is going to be celebrated...

God...
I believe that You are trying to make me, Your lowly servant much much stronger,
by making me fall and to rise again...
with my own legs....
regardless all the cuts and bruises from the fall...
but this is nothing compared to what Your only son had gone through...
then, that is what i shall do.....


To all DNS09 & DME 23,
Especially for DNS09 AlPha (my classmates)

Heartiest Congratulations to all those who have successfully completed this course with valor and guts...
Now you can keep your chins up, throws your peak cap in the air and proudly say,
I survived the darkest moments of both Land and Sea~
I graduated from Akademi Laut Malaysia!


but not for me...
*curls myself under the blanket*