True Pain

 

Nobody will ever understand this pain,
not my comrades nor my closest friend.

Screw the saying, "no pain, no gain",
I gave and tried, just to be hurt again.

 

Little sunshine and little rain,
this gloom of hurt can never end,
Game of flirting, game of lust,
there's no such thing as; hearts not crushed.

I have been part of those games too,
juggling hearts and lovers through.
But in the end, I am still blue,
searching for, a love which is true.

 

 

Little love and little heart,
never came and be of my part.
Howls of lone wolf in the night,
answers all of my deepest fright.

 






 

Good things comes to those who wait,
to me, this phrase does not relate.
Time is playing against my fate,
Once you realized, it might have been too late.










My eyes kept wide through the deaths of night,
Sleepless nights and cursed by wights.
Fear of backstabs of my own breath,
Unforgivingly overthrown by my own health. 

Droplets of water that does not cease,
Ticking clock and heartbeat race.

These are the things that pales my face,
still NOTHING compared to you, Queen of my demise.

Limes squeezed on fresh new cuts?

Nails plucked and eyes thrown with darts?

No words can describe this true pain,
Love, you betrayed me, thus I am slain.